Monday, July 30th, 2007
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4:10 pm - yes, yes, yes people, i actually did update
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hey hoes!! Yep haven't about in what a month and a half? well better late than never. i've been really enjoying summer so far even though i can tell it's coming to an end soon, which makes me very sad. hmm a lot has happened since i last updated but probably the biggest thing is that the last harry potter came out.
SPOILER ALERT SPOILER ALERT!!!
yea so the book was amazing of course except the epilouge. there were some parts that kinda dragged on and on and on but most of it was really intense. i'm really pissed off at the epilouge because it didnt say shit. i wanted to know how people were dealing with the aftermath of the war, how george was dealing with fred's death, what did everyone do with their lives, did dean and luna really get together or was jkr teasing us. i dont give a damn about their fucking kids and what their names are, that was really really disappointing but overall the book was amazing.
yep so saturday i went to my grandmas house with my cousins and we went to downtown detroit. its really pretty down there they just need to fix up the whole city to look like that, then people would stop dogging us. anyway i guess it was kinda fun. we ate at layfette coney island which was amazing except for the homeless guy who kept on coming in and begging for food (even though he said he never begs) and we watch charlottes web outside. it was a cute movie but totally for kids, and it was way way way way too loud! i'm young and all but my ears were ringing after we were done. then the next day we went to the river walk and that was awful. we walked all together 3.2 miles and there was nothing to do. they had like these fountains were my little cousins could play in but nothing for me to do. it was hot and i was hungry and bored. so that wasnt much fun.
today i havent done anything. i'm gonna go over to alyssa's now so i gotta go. i duno when i'll update again to be honest lol i would say tomorrow but i highly doubt it
current mood:  content
current music: Same Girl- R. Kelly with Usher
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Thursday, June 28th, 2007
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7:55 pm - i love summer
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hey you guys sorry for not updating in about 27 years, i've been lazy and honestly this entry won't be all that long. sorry. anyway so finals, i did good on all of my finals except spanish, which i failed. i'm not joking i literally got a F on it. lol oh well i will never ever ever take spanish again in my high school career. i have i think at the moment a 3.2 or 3.3 GPA, so it didnt do too much damage.
so the last day of school i went to jessica's party which was a lot of fun even thouh i had to leave early. boo! then the next day lauren came over for a sleepover. then the next day my mom and i got into this huge fight about some family bullshit going on and i sweared at her and she was super super pissed. she kept talking about how i'm not going to do anything over the summer and how i'm such a selfish, ungratful bitch, and such. it doesn't seem right to me how my mother who is 20 years older than me acts like a 13 year old fucking drama queen sometimes. but whatever. she's pretty much gotten over it i think. i forgot when but i did have a mini pool party with jess, kim, and alyssa. it was fun, we watched supernatural and kim took two of my babies away from me.
and then i went over to my dads house. it started out as a good visit because i didnt see him at all, then it fell apart when i actually had to spend time with him. so let me set this up, i need my car fixed. it's a piece a shit that hasn't been driven in about 3 years. i thought my mom was going to help pay get it fixed but aout of no where she decided that that wasnt fair. now looking at it it probably isn't because my mom is going to have to put me on her insurance and that will double every month, and havig to pay for the car to get fixed also is a whole lotta money. anyway so i was suppose to ask my step mom and dad to pay for it. well i was at lunch with my grandma and my stepmom and the whole thing just kinda slipped and i told her that it was unfair for them to do nothing because they don't pay for anything for me. she was really upset and mad, and i felt kinda bad, but then shes like oh god you have to tell your father. i'm just sick because there is no communication between my mom and my dad and they expect me to make sure i tell each of them everything. it's just annoying that all the pressure falls on me, i mean they are adults they can't ever just pick up the fone and tell eachother these things (besides when they talk about how much of a fuck up i am). so anyway the next day my dad, stepmom, brother and sister and i went out for lunch/shopping. and i was not in a good mood cuz as soon as we r out in public my dad has to start being a dick saying how bad my hair looks and how i should have more "pride in myself", which translates to i don't want to be seen with your nappy haired ugly self. and of course as soon as we sit down my stepmom is like tell him kourt. so i asked him and the first thing he did was complain about how much i suck at driving and there is no way in hell i should get my license. but after i was done on his tangent he's like, well i guess i could have a friend work on it. so hopefully my car cand get fixed soon. anyway so as the day went on, i was shopping with my little brother and sister. they are both so cute but i was on the verge of killing them by the end of the day. both of them were being whiny little annoying kids. gunner is the worst though cuz he can talk. and he makes these annoying noises when something doesnt go his way. so by the time i was ready to go, i was really really ready.
so after my hellish weekend i went to erica's birthday party. the cool thing was i saw a lot of people who i probably wouldn't be hanging out with in the summer, but there were some who i didnt want to hang out with lol. then yesterday i went to alyssa's where i played more final fanstasy which is flipping amazing!!! u'm obsessed lol.
wow so much for a short entry!
edit: there now i think you guys can see it
current mood: chipper
current music: Big Girl Don't Cry (Personal)- Fergie
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Saturday, May 19th, 2007
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12:18 pm - The end is near
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so this week surprisingly hasn't been terrible. I think i may be becoming immune to the horribleness of school. Even though it's coming a bit too late considering that there is only about 3 weeks of school left. It seems really weird that the seniors are leaving on wednesday. last year i didn't really care because i didn't know any seniors, but now i know them and i am friends with a couple of them. i dunno it just seems weird how i'm probably not going to see them again. i don't really have that much to talk about. it has been a pretty normal week. supernatural was really really good, a lot better than last years season finale. omg i can't believe they killed the yellow eyed demon. when they did i was just staring at the tv like... wait what. i dunno it just doesn't seem real. i do think it shows whats going to happen next season. i feel like if they bring back the yellow eyed demon, then it means that there will be a 4th season. but i dont think they will so i think it's safe to assume that the 3rd season will be the last season. it is sad to think about, but every good thing has to end. anyway i'm still glad that i got to enjoy it while it lasted. omg i didn't report to you guys that i finished fruits basket. it was a ok ending to be honest. it ended with a lot of unanswered questions and i thought it was kinda sad, even though it was suppose to be a happy ending. i won't spoil much considering i'm hoping alyssa and jess will get back into it this summer. not much else to talk about. i love the chick lit book and recommend it to anyone who isn't in chicklit. last orchestra concert tommorrow. sweet.
current mood: content
current music: Gunner watching the ninja turtles in the background
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Sunday, May 13th, 2007
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8:46 am - You took my heart, decieved me right from the start
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well i guess i couldn't stay away for too long. Honestly though livejournal was totally dead at one point. and then when i leave it starts to awaken, whats up with that?! anyway i was so sick this week it was awful. but other than that nothing really happened. its disgusting how much i want school to be out. im so apathetic at this point, especially this close to the end of the year.
anyway this friday i went to alyssa's house to hang out. it was really fun like always. we watched supernatural (OHH MEE GEE!!!!), and played videogames (which i totally kicked her ass in). omg we played this video game called final fantasy. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!!! i woke up the next morning and was like i wanna play some more lol. as much as i love video games, its probably best i dont have any, cuz i would be one of those addicts who play for like 387 hours straight. but yeah it was fun.
i was sad that we didn't go and see 28 weeks later though. i dunno it always seems like when i wanna see a movie, either no one else wants to see it or something always happens. it kinda sucks but my dad promised he'd take me to see it.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG supernatural was amazing. ok sam died but i dunno how the hell he's suppose to come back. alyssa put this horrible idea in my head that he doesn't come back and jo replaces her *kills self*. i couldnt watch it ever ever again. omg i dunno but i'm really excited about next week to see how it ends. ok i stoped watching lost like months ago, but then everyone was telling me how good it was getting. so i've been watching the episodes online. omg. it is getting so so so so good again. at first i was like there is now hope for this show anymore but boy was i wrong. so if anyone has a chance to watcxh it online, i recommand it.
well thats really all i've gotta say. i better get comments and people reading this thing of i'm going to be pissed beyond belief.
current mood: good
current music: Angels- Within Temptation
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Monday, April 9th, 2007
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11:19 am - dead.
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wow you guys this is really pathetic. communities are the only fun place around livejournal now.
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Tuesday, April 3rd, 2007
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7:50 pm - well this is wierd
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hmm wow 2 1/2 months huh? I bet you guys forgot I even had a livejournal..... cuz i did. I'm sorry but for a while livejournal was so dull and dead that i was going to take like a two week break until things got exciting, unfortunatley i've been so distracted and busy that i forgot to update. I'm actually surprised no one even brought up the fact that i havent updated... well i guess no one really cares lol. well of course a lot has happened over the pass month i dont remember anything lol i never remember anything lol. so i can just bitch about the present then huh?
well i have to say even though the weather has been amazing its really bad because for a while it was feeling like that time in may when its so warm outside and we only had like 10 more days of school, but we have like 2 months. i miss summer so so so so much. and one more thing i have to bitch about, yearbook. Schu is pregnaut which is great for her but i think the hormones are kicking in already. she blames us for all of our deadline problems (which of course is our fault to a large extent) but she says she is always avaliable for help and she always stays after school. but honestly thats such shit. she does stay after but whenever i come in for tutorial shes always doing something else and she says she'll deal with it later, but i know that i could have my two spreads finsihed if she actually was there as much as she makes it out to be. and for staying after school, im not like every spoiled girl in yearbook who has a mom at home all the time, and who has a nice pretty car. my mom is a single parent who has to work and as soon as i get home i have to watch phillip. i have responsibilities beside yearbook. i dont want to be an editor next year anymore.
now that bitchfest is over (i'm so glad i can do that again) spring break in 2 days!!!!! not going anywhere but who cares no school!!!!!!
current mood:  annoyed
current music: Holiday- Green Day
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Wednesday, February 28th, 2007
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6:21 pm
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Hey you guys. I'm feeling a lot better than I was in my last update lol. that really sucked though and thats never happened to me before. anyway it was a strange day. I came home for school and i would usually sit on the couch start watching tv then fall asleep but it was really weird because when i came home i didnt want to watch tv or listen to music and i didnt have any homework to do. so i cleaned my room and then after that i had nothing to do. i didnt even feel like going online. well i'm over it now lol. anyway so paul r. (i wont even attempt to spell it) came to our school today. it was interesting but i was tired and i put my head down and closed my eyes sometimes but i was listening the whole time. it was really bad because i lifted my head up and looked around the room and seriously me, another girl, and this guy and mrs. diponio. i felt bad for the guy because i really respect hi but i'm not going to lie that all he did really was summarize the book and the movie. anyway i still think it was really cool that he was in our school even though i didnt get to see him. who the hell would threaten this man anyway?!
ok as soon as your done reading this i need you to go to my proflie because i've decided to start decorating it. i spent like hours last night doing it lol its like icons all over again! but i love it and i'm proud of it! so take a quick glance.
wow this one is really short.
current mood: cheerful
current music: Don't Phunk with my heart- Black Eyed Peas
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Monday, February 26th, 2007
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11:41 pm - FUCKING PISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I am so FUCKING infuriated right now. I was typing a DUMBASS english paper due on wednesday. so i go to save it and the MOTHERFUCKING computer freezing and then shuts down completely deleting my DAMN paper. I spent a FUCKING hour on the PIECE OF MOTHERFUCKING SHIT and that DAMN computer deleted it. I AM READY TWO SECONDS AWAY FROM HAVING A FUCKING BREAK DOWN AND THAT PIECE OF SHIT DELETED MY WHOLE FUCKING PAPER. well i've been having a tantrum for about 15 minutes and i realized i needed to post it on LJ. well surprisingly i'm feel calmer...
current mood: infuriated
current music: I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU- THREE DAYS GRACE
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Sunday, February 25th, 2007
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5:03 pm - My Last Day of Freedom
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Hello my friends. well the end is near (wow emo much?) but seriously we have to go back to hell tomorrow boo!!! actually right now i am suppose to be doing my homework now but I being the lazy individual i am decided to stall a little. was it just me or did lthis break go by way too fast. I mean I know it was only a week but still...
anyway on friday i went over to jessicas with lauren and alyssa. i hadnt seen lauren since the thursday before we got out so it was fun to see her of course along with jess and alyssa. we had a fun time like usual. we played clue and chrades and watched family guy and of course supernatural! anyway it was like celebrated our last few days of freedom and it was cool.
ok so if any of you have looked at my info page i've sarted to make a few changes to it. i'm trying to make it more decorated and pretty but i'm still having some major issues. i forgot how to change the sizes so i have to find certain size picture to post and my thing is being weird and only letting me put things on there from google. goodle pictures kinda suck and they wont let me do anything from photobucket or anything. so i have a lot of work do to still but its coming along. i also need to know how to find colorbars and to put things up that dont have a url. ugh i'm so technological challage.
well i need to stop sitting around with my finger up my ass (ewww grossest saying ever!!!) I need to do my homework and clean my room and i want to try to get it all done before the oscars. i dont want to go back!!!
current mood:  worried
current music: The Bells of Notre Dame- The Hunchback of Notre Dame
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Thursday, February 22nd, 2007
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1:28 pm - Quick Update
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Hey ho! I'm bored so I decided to make a quick update. so yesterday I went to Zap Zone with Lionetta, Jessica, Alyssa, Steph, Amanda, Lauren and Diana. I went to Zap Zone like once when i was in 4th grade and i didn't really remember it. anyway i had lots of fun. the only time that wasnt great was in the second game we wre playing againest these little kids and they were such brats. they were following us around and shooting us. i was two seconds away from telling them to go away. and when one of the girls was doing it to me i just turned around and did it to her and she got this atitude about it. shes like i'm already out leave me alone. ugh i could never be a parent especially around the ages 6-10 thats when they are the most annoying. anyway after that we went to Wendy's and our parents picked us up. well i was the last one (like usual) and i waited in alysssa's car. i felt bad because everyone was talking about how they are missing American Idol. i honestly dont know why i am explaing what happened lol all of the people who comment were there with me, wow i'm kinda stupid
ok anyway today i havent done anything really. the only thing i really have done was find new icons. ok i spent an hour and a half looking for new icons. i'm obessesed! they are just little 100x100 pixels but i spents over an hour looking for them it was really pathetic. but check them out anyway!!!
well i guess now i'm going to go start reading then probably fall asleep. i'm so exciting
current mood:  blah
current music: From This Moment On- Shania Twain
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Saturday, February 17th, 2007
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4:06 pm - Anything can happen, when you take a chance
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hello friends (recieves evil glares) yicks ok i know i've been gone for about 87634 million years but i'm back. it's been somewhat because i'm lazy but its mostly been because i'm busy. ok i hate that right before a break teachers cram everything in into the last two days. i had five tests in the last two days of school. i mean i know you want to get everything done before break but come on pace yourselves. anywhere it doesnt really matter now because we. are. on. winter. break!!!!!!!!!!! ugh i'm so excited because nothing can stop my happiness (alyssa walks in) uh oh. I'M TOTALLY JOKING, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!
well i have a confession to make. Sheepskin is my latest crush (hits head againest wall) god i hate him, but hes so damn cute. ugh i'm so vein whatever i'm positive i'll be over him by the end of break. well i'm at my dads house today. i had to watch my little brother and sister today, and its offical... if i have kids i'd kill them. like they were fine for awhile but my little sister started crying and she wouldnt shut up for an hour by the time my grandma got there i had a huge headache and was about to start crying again (even though i probably cried 2 times during that hour) it was awful. i could never be a parent now. i'm too impatient, and irritable. anyway i saw the next door neighbor today, and my feeling havent change. omg get this, it was like 7 am and the dogs were playing outside, he got all dressed up in his winter gear and went out in the snow and cold and videotaped them. isnt he the most adorable thing ever?! but he didnt say hi to me though, which hurt my feelings but hes still cute (yet ugly...) anyway i dont have anything else to really update. oh high school musical is like a new obessession ugh its so good and the main guy is cute. supernatural as really weird, i didnt like it very much, i thought i could never say that. not much to update, i'll update later this break. I'm back from the dead!
current mood: drained
current music: 1 Thing- Amerie
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Sunday, February 4th, 2007
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9:49 pm - My goal: to get at least 20 coments on this bitch
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Hello fellow livejournalians. Well another week another week from hell. I usually can't stand it when people are like oh my life sucks because of school i hate school, well i'm not going to say my life sucks but i really really really hate school. there is seriously nothing interesting about it. I mean even when school was bad i could look forward to seeing my friends but even now i dont. ugh i cant wait until winter break!
well anyway one good thing this week is that i didnt have to go to school on friday. my eye was being weird so i went to the doctor's. she said i had a combination of an allergic reaction and a mild case of pink eye... weird. so i didnt go to my dads house which i actually wasnt completely dreading. oh and i forgot to mention somehing that really pissed me off. so i went to my dermantalogist on tuesday i think and my skin has been becoming really ichy because of winter. anyway i went to them and they know what will stop my skin from iching and they can prescripe it but i think that they are just motherfucking assholes. they keep on give me these like newly released medicines and they say "let's see if this one will work" umm no dipshit give me the stuff that will work. i mean i am seriously uncomfortable and i can hardly go to bed at night because i cant stop iching and i have to go to bed sobbing sometimes because it wont stop and these fucking pricks arent helping me. i just wish i had normal skin like everyone else, and dont say that you have this one dry spot and you know exactly how you feel because you dont. ugh i'm just so frustrated.
anyway bitching aside (you ever realize how i have to bitch in at least one part of my entry?) today was fun because i went to alyssa's for a "super bowl party", lol cmon i didnt even know who was playing until mr. wethington told me. all we did was the same...go on the computer, gain 20 pounds from the amazing cooking and watch supernatural of course. it's really sad how obessessed we are lmao. anyway it was fun oh and we played some awesome guitar hero. when we were downstairs we were annoying people and i felt really bad about it but to be honest i guess it helped me understand her more because i thought that someone in her family wasnt that bad and i kinda realized that i thing that alyssa was telling the truth kinda. what it didnt ruin my time i had a blast
...i am still in denial about tomorrow
ps i got new icons againg LMFAO are they dean's?!
current mood: chipper
current music: Where You Are- Jessica Simpson and Nick Lachey
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Thursday, February 1st, 2007
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6:28 pm - The world is coming to an end
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OMG thae last harry potter is coming out on July 21st, I'm mixed between excitment and sadness...
current mood: crushed
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Sunday, January 28th, 2007
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6:24 pm - "I got high"- Hitomi
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-Yearbook (3 terms)
-A.P Literature and Compostion (2 terms)
-A.P American History (2 terms)
-Intro to Psych (1 term)
-Philharmonia Orchestra (3 terms)
-Alegbra 2 (2 terms)
-Accelerated Chemistry (2 terms)
OMG I can't believe can't believe i am actually taking chemistry!!! I'm so nervous on top of that 2 AP classes. I hope I don't kill myself next year. I just need to stay focus and do my work... which i'm not soing this year great. I'm so excited about the trimesters. But it really sucks because I have to have to drop orchestra in my senior year. I dunno it feels like all those years I spent doing it were for nothing. I dunno I guess I have to see what my counseler says.
Anyway why the hell does school seem to be dragging on and on and on! I mean this semester isnt bad its good cuz i only have 20 weeks until this hellish year is over. but the days drag and the weeks feel like its been doubled. ugh i just cant wait for summer.
so anyway on friday i went to alyssa's house with jess. we did the usual, go on the computer, play videogames, eat, watch supernatural. i was actually thinking about it today and i realized how pathetic it is lmao whatever i love it. well jess had to leave at like 12: 30 and me and alyssa were surprisingly tired so we went to bed around 2 which is early for us. Alyssa has a new game called guitar hero and i am in love with it. it is so addictive i could play for hours i dunno how she didnt tempted to play it all day its awesome. then on sunday i went to the mall with jess and hitomi. i only got a skirt, some leggings and a wifebeater lol. i still had a lot of fun. hitomi is so cute lol now jess will understand why i always say that. we saw lionetta and amanda there i swear they were stalking us lol jk. u
ugh i have to start my homework ugh well the SAGS are on tonight i'm excited i love all that award shit.
ok i need to vent for a second. i am so sick of people starting shit on the internet. if you have a problem with someone and feel the need to say something about it grow some balls and say it to their face. dont coward because your computer screen its pathetic
btw new icons *sigh* i love icons so
current mood: lazy
current music: White Rabbit- Jefferson Airplane
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Sunday, January 21st, 2007
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4:42 pm - What Hurts the Most was being so close...
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hey peeps. omg was it just me or did last week seem to take forever!!! and we didnt even have school on monday! so i have mad a horrible decisison... i shall stay in spanish. actually i was doing a lot of reflecting this weekend and i've decided i have to make a change in my life. i mean i've been gaing weight and my grades arent as good as they could be. so i've decided i'm going to start watching how i eat (possible even exercise over the weekend gasp) and try ard in school. basically i'm going to stop being a dumb lasy fat ass. anyway we got our new classes. lol nothing in my schedule changed except my history teacher. i must say i love and will miss mr. kansman but mr. demko is the shit i love him!!! i got some new people in my classes. geometry i lost sharday but got rachel k and jasmine. in history i have amanda again and jasmine. bio doesnt really bother me but hitomi's bio partner lefted and now shes mine!! i love her like a lot. and hitomi also joined my yearbook class i finally have a friend!!! well eva is in there too now... ok i hate my english class even more now. i have one friend niree (wow i butchered that) but i have even more stupid popular people and the class has doubled. grr. and i think the worst thing of all i that i never ever ever see alyssa. we had a lunch last semester and now we have nothing. i can only see her before school and at chick lit. but i do have jess in my lunch now!!! lauren is also in one of my luches but the table is so effin packed that i never get to sit next to her!!!
well movin on i was at my dads house this weekend. it was alright kinda boring but not bad. on saturday my dad took me shopping. i wanted to get clothes and some uggs. well first we kinda focused on the uggs. ok so we seriously went to half a dozen places to find those damn shoes. we found one pair but there was only one pair of 6s. then we found some at macy for 200 fucking dollars!!! who the hell waste so much money on some shoes. it makes me think that a lot of girls in our school must be super rich if like all they ever wear is uggs (i can think of a few). so by this time we had been shopping for 3 and half hours and i just wanted eat and go home but my dad was still dragging me on. and then his like ok just one more stop so we got there and there they were, yes they were one size too big and i'm not gonna lie they arent real uggs but they seriously look exactly the same and we got it for.... 25 fucking dollars!!! and they werent the regular uggs they were the furry ones. omg shopping of that long was worth it my dad and i were so giddy in the car ride home lol.
yea sorry not much of an update. i got oddle doodles of new userpics so check those out. um supernatural was freaking awesome this week. btw for jess and alyssa (possibly lauren) you know how gordon said he had a leak at the roadhouse... well apparently him and the bitch jo are very very close... just another reason to hate the girl some more
current music: What Hurts the Most- Rascal Flatts
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Saturday, January 13th, 2007
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11:59 am - The week from hell
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hey you guys! well right now i'm at my dads house. of course we had finals the last week (which is why i havent been updating) but i'll get to that later. right now i just wanna talk about my next door neighbor. for any of you who have been following my journal you know that i have a bit of a crush on my dads next door neighbor. well the past months we havent really talked to eachother which really upsets me. of course i know we dont have a chance hes married with two kids but i miss talking to him. i use to look forward to coming over here so i could see him. well his wife had a baby a couple months ago and we havent really talked since. i know hes probably really busy and happy with his family but i cant help to feel a little lonely. i mean i get to spend time with my dads side of the family but i liked him and i havent been able to talk to him. even today when i was calling bentley in he didnt really say anything to me but i did get to see him in his boxers hahahaha
anyway moving on lets discuss the week from hell. ok so most of my finals went pretty good i think. the only hard ones were history (i'm not sure how i did), orchestra ( i still cant believe he moved me back i was so nervous i dont even thinks he cared though) and the worst one of all spanish. ok during spanish the first like 11 questions i knew and i'm like oh this isnt going to be so bad then all of the questions after that i'm not even kidding i guessed. i was the worst feeling ever i seriously wanted to cry. then for the writing portion i wrote 4 really good sentences then i looked at the sheet and it said you had to write at least 9 sentences. it was horrible the rest of the sentences i think someone in spanish 1 could do better. omg i seriously want ot quit spanish i'm not even joking. i mean now that affirmitive action is gone i wont get into u of m and would never go to state so i dont even need 2 years of a language. but the only thing thats bothering me is that i hate quiting things. i know that life would be so much easier if i didnt take spanish but the humiliation of handing in my spanish book and my seat being empty in the class is unbearable. and i dont wanna leave steph behind without anyone. ugh i have to decide by tuesday and i'm not sure what to do.
omg for all the people who watch degrassi jt dies!!!! its so sad he was one of my favorite characters and jt and liberty were my favorite couple and i thought that they were gonna get back together but he died in her arms!!! i havent been following up on degrassi because i think its shit now but i'm still really really sad that jt died i loved him.
and another side note my iPod is acting crazy. ok i plugged it into my computer and it wont play seriously half the songs. i dunno whats wrong but its kinda pissing me off.
current mood: sad
current music: None cuz of my dumbass iPod
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Sunday, January 7th, 2007
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8:31 pm - Beacause I'm a weird dork
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IF MY LIFE WAS A MOVIE THE SOUNDTRACK
Opening Credits:
Shadow- Britney Spears
Waking Up:
In this world (murder)- Good Charlotte
First Day At School:
For Good- Elphaba and Glinda (Wicked)
Making Your New Best Friend:
My happy ending- Avril Lavigne
Falling In Love:
I Slept with Someone in Fall Out Boy and all I got was this stupid song (LMFAO)
Breaking Up:
Call me when your sober- Evanescene (that is the only one that makes since)
Prom:
When it all falls apart- The Veronicas
Graduation:
Imagination- Tamia
Life's Okay:
If you're not the one- Daniel Beddingfield
Death of a Close Friend:
Unwritten- Natasha Beddingfield (LMMFAO!!!! BEST ONE YET!!!!)(wierd daniel beddingfield is her brother...)
Mental Breakdown:
Mountains- Good Charlotte
Driving:
Right in Front of you- Celine Dion (lol)
Flashback:
Tell me what its gonna be- Sisqco
Getting Back Together:
If I never knew you- Jon Secada (Pochahontas)
Wedding Scene:
Indepentdent Woman part 2 (hahahahaha)
Car Accident:
SexyBack- Justin Timberlake (LMAO)
Final Battle:
Finale "Wicked"- Wicked people
Death Scene:
The Fresh Failures/ Let the sunshine in- Hair
Funeral Song:
Reject- Green Day
End Credits:
Hung Up- Madonna
lol that was amusing yet completely inaccurate
current mood: amused
current music: Hung Up- Madonna
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2:23 pm
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Sunday, December 31st, 2006
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12:09 pm - What a strange year... (you should probably skip the first part of this entry)
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wow so i wake up this morning with a voicemail on my answering machine from a girl who use to be my best friend in middle school. we had a pretty bad ending so when i heard it was her voice i was contemplating hanging up but then she said that another one of our friend's dad has died. at first i was in shock and didnt know what to say or do. so i went on with my morning pretending that i didnt get the phonecall but i just couldnt forget about it. then i realized that even though they werent my friends anymore and they treated me like shit when we were friends, i still care a lot about these people. and i dont like that. i mean i felt really really bad about his dad but these people excluded me and made me feel bad about myself so why should i have cared when karma came around? well after thinking about it i realized that i would be a horrible person to not care about it i mean they took the time to call me and tell me. i really want to hate these people but i cant i realized that once your friends with someone, no matter how horrible they treat you, they are alway leave a mark on your heart that will never go away. omg this makes absolutly no sense whatsoever...
anyway it is time to look about on a year and reflect. 2006 has been... interesting. many good things happened i mean i made a lot of new friends and found my love for supernatural. but this year has also been a bad year. i lost one of my best friends who i thought i would be friends with forever, but she just lefted me so she could become more "popular". that was probably the most confusing and worse time of my year. my dad and i had some epic agruements (but that happens every year). and a lot of people i cared about died. but in reterospect if i was to determine if it was a good year of a bad year i would have to say... it was an interesting year and i hope good things will happen in 2007.
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!
current mood:  confused
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Monday, December 25th, 2006
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6:46 pm - Merry Christmas!!!
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OMG so we had my whole family here today and it was insanity. well my house is really small and having so many people in it at once made me really uncomfortable. my mom thought that i was being a bitch because i didnt want to have our family over. i was being bitchy but i'm not all that close to my family so having all them in the house is weird. but when everyone was over it was ok i suppose. i never really realized how unexciting christmas really is. i mean opening presents is alright but when i was little i was counting down the hours until i could open my presents but now its like...ok. i dont mean to be mr. scrouge though. maybe cuz it doesnt feel like christmas (umm... where is the snow?).
so anyway yesterday i went to my great grandmas house to spend time with her. i honestly didnt really do much i sat on the couch and watched tv for about 2 hours then i helped her wrap presents, so i got to see what she got me (a really pretty snow globe). even though we didnt do to much i think she liked having me over since my great grandpa died i think shes really lonely. i mean she does have her mom (my great great grandma) but she is 100 years old and has bad alzheimers. everytime i go over there it seems to get worse. she has no short term memory whatsoever and her long term is going down the drain. when i was over there she kept asking me where she is and where she was going to sleep that night. its really hard being with someone who has alzheimers because you want to sympathize with them but they are very annoying. but i was glad to see my great grandma. i love her so.
so after that i saved alyssa and invited her to my house. lol we're such dorks. all we did was go on the computer (mostly youtube) and we watched 2 or 3 episodes of supernatural and watched the japanese subbed version of princess mononoke. yes we realize we are dorks.
as a side note, i'm sick of people and their drama, i use to just deal with it but i cant fucking take it anymore i am totally not going to get invovled in it anymore.
MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY EVA
current mood: drained
current music: Because You Loved Me- Celine Dion
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